Mood's Wings

The past few days have been very turbulent for me psychologically. Have had severe mood swings, depression, anxiety to name a few. Well, life doesn’t always follow the smoothest tracks for u I guess. I have been sarcastic, rude , cynical to many of the people around me and I simply fail to fathom why? May be it’s all a vent for the frustration that has been building inside me for a very long time regarding my life, my career and my aspirations. I wanted to stay happy, at least to pretend to stay happy to people around me so that they do not feel the heat of my erratic behaviour. But, so far I’ve been unsuccessful at that. I felt like explaining things to them as in why I was avoiding them, lashing out at them and scorning them. They too deserve an explanation being some of my closest pals but, I feel I just couldn’t explain things to them. If only I could do that to them…..to myself. If only……… Well coming back to sanity, I have been tagged by Manish and Nidhi who have asked me to name...

Seen on the graffitti board in the mess..... Violets are blue, Roses are red. I need some dope, To clear my head.

Rang de Basanti (2nd time) + Ride around Lko on an open top double- decker bus + Chicken Wings and Chocolate brownie dessert at Pizza Hut + Chocolate flavoured cigar from a paan shack outside cinema hall + Daaru (read Smirnoff) session at hostel roof- top ( for which I'm dashing off rite now...) = Life is Beautiful cya guys later when I'm sober...:D

Trifle Wishes I wish I were a toothbrush, cleaning up foul mouths, eliminating their evil clouts. Making this world a better place to talk about, Giving it's people some better things to gossip aloud. I wish I were a stapler, binding people together, forging relationships forever. Making this world a better place to live in, Giving all it's people a family to chip in. I wish I were a bus roof, enabling memories to be written, being a billboard for the love smitten. Making this world a better place to look at, Giving it's people some better things to gawk at. ( To be continued......)

aye saala .... abhi abhi huaa yaqeen ki aag hai mujh mein kahi hui subaah main chal gaya suraj ko main nigal gaya ruu-ba-ruu roshni heyy - 2 jo gumshuda-sa khwaab tha voh mil gaya voh khil gaya uulon hathaa pighal gaya kichhaa kichhaa machal gaya sitaar mein badal gaya ruu-ba-ruu roshni heyy - 2 ..... Cant' beleive that we still are making certain movies that can pump up the adrenaline to the peak levels. This one is one of the best pieces of art I've ever seen!! Though some people might differ on it but that's what democracy is all about. Isnt' it?? The means adopted by the protagonists might have been too radical or rather unjustified but that's not what it's all about. It's about dealing with your own conflicts going inside your mind , one half of which urges you to disco...