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It has to shine through all the obscurities. Me...yet to come out with something like that but I know I will. Photo Courtesy: Zatomm( www.foolonahill.blogspot.com)
I wrote this one during the final placement times here when some of my closest pals were fighting it out for their dream job. This time is the toughest for a B - school student when invariably you start doubting your own capabilities and touch the lowest troughs in your self-beleif and confidence levels. The worst part is that you cannot console themselves truly, because at the bottom of your heart you also don't have any clue how you would have reacted to such phases in your life. Sitting at the edge, on the cliff of hope. I've seen the sun, hanging to a bit of luck. All it needs is a slack, so tight is the rope. All it needs is some luck, to gather that hope.
The past few days have been very turbulent for me psychologically. Have had severe mood swings, depression, anxiety to name a few. Well, life doesn’t always follow the smoothest tracks for u I guess. I have been sarcastic, rude , cynical to many of the people around me and I simply fail to fathom why? May be it’s all a vent for the frustration that has been building inside me for a very long time regarding my life, my career and my aspirations. I wanted to stay happy, at least to pretend to stay happy to people around me so that they do not feel the heat of my erratic behaviour. But, so far I’ve been unsuccessful at that. I felt like explaining things to them as in why I was avoiding them, lashing out at them and scorning them. They too deserve an explanation being some of my closest pals but, I feel I just couldn’t explain things to them. If only I could do that to them…..to myself. If only……… Well coming back to sanity, I have been tagged by Manish and Nidhi who have asked me to name...
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nice pic.. n yup u will ...
@ manish..
manish gurudev ki jai hu.. sattya vachan ^:)^ ^:)^
bye
tc
read all urblogs n d most i like were ur class room musings.
they r just wonderfulllll!!!!!!!!!
all d bst:))
gooooooood gooooing........
keep writing n keep smiling:))
@Nidhi
Tks ...tks...tks :)
U got it Sid.